1. |
Bad Heart
02:34
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Bad Heart
© 2005, Sue Fink
Bad heart, bad heart
Go stand in the corner ’till I call your name
Stop pounding so, I won’t let you go from my sight
Bad heart, bad heart
I give you commands, why don’t you obey
I know what’s best, but still you put up a fight
You never seem to learn from experience
Your choices in love just don’t make any sense
His eyes may be brilliant, his smile divine –
He’s a different bottle with the same old wine
Bad heart, bad, bad heart
I don’t mean to be unkind
But if I listen to you, you’ll be lost and I’ll be out of my mind
Do I need to put you on a short leash
To keep you from running after things out of reach
You’re straining too hard, you’re way out of line
If you fall, maybe I won’t pick you up this time
Bad heart, bad, bad heart
How could you be so wrong
Come when I call, ’cause it’s time we were moving along, along
Oh, why do you keep me singing the same sad song
Yeah, why do you keep me singing… the same… sad…
Ba da ba ba ba…
Hey, where ya going? Wait for me! Bad… bad… heart
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2. |
Alternate Universe
03:16
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Alternate Universe
© 2005, Sue Fink
In my alternate universe
Things only get better-not-worse
There’s not a cloud in the deep blue sky
And I’m floating along
In my alternate universe
There’s only forward-no-reverse
Any door I knock on opens wide
And I feel I belong
I’m not quite sure how I got here
I don’t know what lies in store
Might as well enjoy the atmosphere
Until I fall through the hidden trap door
Back to my regular universe
Where often I weep–and-I-curse
I’m in no big hurry to return
Oh no, unh unh unh unh
I’m on a slow-moving carousel
My horse draws near the brass ring
Can’t help but feel that this ride is unreal
But ’till it’s over, I’m gonna sing…
I love my alternate universe
Where every sow’s ear’s–a-silk-purse
We’re all makin’ lemonade
And it’s naturally sweet
Why don’t you come visit me
We’ll dine on fine chocolate – and tea
Just think of how happy we would be
If only we’d meet
In my alternate universe….
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3. |
Warning Signs
03:41
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Warning Signs
© 2006, Sue Fink
A man out walking late at night
Comes to a chain-link fence
Too high to climb, with a “Keep Out!” sign,
But the man’s been drinking, don’t have much sense as he
Finds a chink in that great chain-link,
Scoots through to the railroad track
A sign reads “Danger! Electric rail!”
– This man ain’t coming back
Didn’t he see the warning signs?
Looming large and yellow in bold designs
Now he’s goin’ where the sun don’t shine,
Why didn’t he heed… them warning signs
A couple keeps driving down a mountain road,
Though a sign reads “Bridge out ahead!”
A zoo visitor tries to pet a lion –
They interview her from her hospital bed and
Someone steals needles from a big ol’ box
’Neath a sign reading “Hazardous Waste”
And a woman loves a man who sings Broadway tunes
And has all male friends with impeccable taste…
Didn’t they see the warning signs?
Looming large and yellow in bold designs
Now they’re hurtin’, hear them whine
Why didn’t they heed… them warning signs
In ninety-nine percent of the cases,
The experts all agree
The person says, “Yeah, I saw the signs, but
I didn’t think they were meant for ME!!”
Then there’s that other one percent…
A girl walks up to a creaky old house
The audience squirms in their chairs
And everyone screams at the movie screen:
“For God’s sake, girl, don’t go up the stairs!”
Two aisles over, a man’s on his cell –
No surprise when his neighbor attacks
But back to the movie: she goes up the stairs
And out jumps the psycho with the bloody axe
And these were her very dying words:
Why didn’t I see any warning signs?
Everything seemed perfectly fine!
If only something had been outta line, but
I just didn’t see… any warning signs
Yeah, I sure wish there’d been… a warning sign
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4. |
Boys Are So Sensitive
02:53
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Boys are So Sensitive
© 2007, Sue Fink
Boys are so sensitive
Don’t hurt their feelings
Because if you do, it will
Set their souls reeling, but
They will not tell you,
They’ll just try to hide it –
Make a bad joke, and you
Try to decide if it’s
Something you said, but no,
They will deny it ’cause
Boys are so sensitive, yeah
Girls react differently
They will start crying, gasp:
“Why did you say that?” There’s
No point in lying, but
You can apologize,
Then it’s all over:
A quick summer storm, there’s no
Need to take cover, but
Not so with boys, they are
Lingering bad weather, ’cause
Boys are so sensitive, yeah
Just like John Wayne
And Marshal Matt Dillon
Their outsides are tough while
Their insides are killin’ ’em
Get them to talk? Hmmmm,
Better not try it
Their faces turn stone and
They get… way too quiet…
Just leave them alone,
Just give them some time
They’ll touch your arm and then
Everything’s fine because
Boys are forgiving
Maybe more so than girls
And boys still will want you
Around in their world…
They’re thick-willed and thin-skinned,
And you cannot change them ’cause
Boys are so sensitive… yeah
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5. |
Tracking System
05:17
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Tracking System
© 2004, Sue Fink
Eighty-three, and out on the road
It’s dark, he’s afraid, he’s so far from home…
Or perhaps not. What was he thinking?
Why did he leave? His forehead wrinkling…
Rivers of ice cream drip down the front seat
Oh yes, to the store! – for this peppermint treat…
His wife’s favorite flavor – but she died in June
So she won’t be waiting, but he should get home soon…
Old man pulled over on the shoulder
Stars dot the sky, indecipherable code
Giving so little light to this
Insignificant road…
Inside his car is a… a tracking system.
A gift from his son, who explained it to him:
“Just type your destination, and she’ll give directions”
Her voice somewhat friendly, with few inflections:
Turn left at the next light. But how does she know?
She’s up in the stars, can see all the roads
She must see him now, so shattered and shaking
If she’s there in heaven, her heart must be breaking…
Eighty-three and out on the road
Frustration kicks in, and he types the word: HOME
The voice says, Thank you. Now I can help
I know the way, so take a deep breath
And the old man relaxes, he closes his eyes
Her voice sounds familiar, the air smells like… pies
Cherry, blueberry – like she used to bake
Is this a dream? Is he still awake? – and
HOME! he commands, and the voice says: 'I hear you
I see your position, now I can steer you'
The tracking system, so worth the expense
His son had been right, at the time it made no sense, but
Aaaaah, she sees from above
Her voice soft and soothing, her words filled with love, and
HOME! And the apple trees blossom with snow
HOME! Eighty-three, and he’s not alone
HOME! His eyes closed, he’s on his way… home…
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6. |
Ready
03:24
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Ready
© 2007, Sue Fink
Sometimes when I’m dreaming
I’m sure I can fly
Soaring over meadows
I hear the tall grass sigh
Sometimes with my eyes closed
I see how it might be
Fields all turn to golden
When you turn to me
And the world will part its darkness
Like a blade pulled from its sheath
I will stand before you, ready
The ground trembling underneath…
Bird sings on the wire
Rivers forever run
But there is no tomorrow
Without promise of sun
Your hands, like the sun’s rays
Gently will touch my face
Some day – in my dreaming –
I’m held in your embrace
And your love will part the darkness
Like a blade pulled from its sheath
I will stand before you, ready
The ground trembling underneath
Yes, I will stand before you, ready
The ground trembling… underneath
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7. |
Advice Giver
03:36
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Advice-Giver
© 2007, Sue Fink
“You know what I think you should do?” he said, sipping his chamomile tea
I cocked my head and I raised my eyebrows: Here comes advice, for free
“It’s time to clean out your cabinets, get rid of all your trans-fats,
Sugar and cookies and all processed foods… no more crappola like that!
Just take a day… that’s what I say… anyways… it’s just my opinion…”
And I said, “Thank you! That’s good advice! I’ll think it over, better yet,
I’ll think while I light up this cigarette
You have such great opinions, really and truly, it’s so nice to see you again!”
“You know what else I think?” he asked – I gave him a cold, dark stare
“You know, I wouldn’t tell you these things if I didn’t really care
Perhaps you should start to play out in bars, so what if they’re drunk or they’re stoned
– And advertise for a cute bass player – it’s better than gigging alone, hey:
It’s food on the table, you could find romance, could be win-win…
it’s just my opin…”
“Thanks!” I said, “you’re so full of… ideas! I’ll think them over, better yet,
I’ll light up another cigarette,
Thanks for sharing, thanks for caring, it’s so nice to see you again!”
“What are you writing?” he asked. “Oh, it’s nothing,” I said, “go on, give more advice!”
“Well…” he mused, “if you re-paint your kitchen a taupe-color, that might look nice…
Recycle? That’s good,” he said, “there’s just so many ways to improve, you see…
Hey, I just had a brilliant thought: why not write something ’bout ME?!”
And I said, “Thanks! That’s a great idea – I’ll think it over, better yet,
Hmmm, I seem to have run out of cigarettes…
Do you think I should quit? Do you really? It’s so nice to see you again,” I said,
“It’s so nice to see you again, oh yeah: It’s so nice to see you again!”
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8. |
Formerly Chicago
04:02
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Formerly Chicago
© 2003, Sue Fink
[NOTE: so as not to accidentally endorse any products, I Bleeped out their names…]
In the city formerly known as Chicago
Near the place that used to be Meigs Field
I was sipping a Bleep in Bleep Park
When I saw the future revealed
I felt the world swirl around me
It seems I had lost my way
With all institutions renamed by corporations
Just where I was, I couldn’t say
I think I’ve seen shows at the Bleep Arena,
U.S. Bleep Field is for sports…
I lit a cigarette at Bleep Lane
I was feeling pretty out of sorts: aaaaaah…
I knew to my south was the Bleep Amphitheater
And Bleep Center, too
I couldn’t remember their previous names
And it made me feel lost and blue
At the outskirts of Bleep Millennium Park
I opened up the Billy Gates
A crow watched from the Bleep Release 85.x Archway
As I pondered my city’s fate
The skyline was filled with large structures of steel,
Our architectural doom, it was sealed –
And a large flying saucer had been built atop
Of what was once known as Soldier Field: Aaaaaaah…
To the east, I knew, lay Lake Bleep
But you couldn’t see it anymore –
The foliage was replaced by large billboards
That blocked the view of the shore
And in the city formerly known as Chicago
In either Bleep or Bleep Field
I parted the Bleep flowers
And in the tall Bleep grasses I kneeled
I looked up to the sky for guidance
I didn’t know what else to do
And there, through the leaves of the Bleep trees
I saw a clear patch of blue
It was the only place left with no logo
And its purity made me sob
Then I thought I saw a plane fly by, trailing a banner:
This space still brought to you by God
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9. |
Day in the Sun
03:48
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Day in the Sun
© 1998, Sue Fink
You and I never had our day in the sun
Back then, you were still married – you had married far too young…
And your childhood was so tragic, too much damage had been done
All I could do was look at you and see what might have been
You haven’t crossed my mind for quite some time now –
I’ve pushed you to a quiet distant corner of my life
But just the other day I thought I saw you
Some stranger in the street, his green eyes cut me like a knife
And it toppled my defenses, falling bottles in a game
My heart was pounding madly, and I almost called your name
’Cause time and space and memory all got jumbled in my brain…
But the stranger passed and I just stood there as the streets filled up with
rain
Hey, Alex, the cold moon gleams even stronger still tonight
It sings its lonely tune from way up high
It searches for you, shines a single beam like a spotlight
Down the darkest streets and alleys, and I think I hear it cry…
Ooooooooohhh...
So maybe you’re not here, you must be somewhere
Spinning webs of magic with your words, recounting tales of woe
You give a new-found friend some bread for bottle
You’re asking for spare change, ’cause you’re a little short on dough
And my heart still breaks from sadness like a glass that’s almost shattered,
Like a fault line in the earth, or like a wound that won’t stop bleeding
But perhaps my sorrow is misplaced, perhaps right now you’re happy…
In the darkness, there’s a wisp of smoke, the smell of cigarettes…
the gentle sound of footsteps now receding…
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10. |
Slip Away
04:13
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Slip Away
© 2001, Sue Fink
It’s 4 A.M., the room is still dark
But outside the dark is alive
Robin’s cry pierces the silence so stark
He waits for his world to arrive
And soon it’s a chorus of birds on the rise
Singing their sweet morning song
Go away, go away, I won’t open my eyes
It’s too early to start being strong
[Chorus]
For when I’m asleep I still lie by your side
Wrapped in your arms, like our love never died
The night is my friend, please don’t bring on the day
When darkness dissolves, that’s when you…
slip away
Sun blinks its eye and the sky’s rosy dawn
Tells me you’re nowhere in sight
How can day break as though nothing is wrong
I wait once again for the night
[Chorus]
Life without you I refuse to believe
Days are the dreams from which there’s no reprieve
Still, every night you return by my side
‘Till the birds start to sing, then my two worlds collide…
[Chorus]
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11. |
Time Song
03:25
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Time Song
© 2005, Sue Fink
Time is a steer that I cannot rope
It careens through the street like a dangerous dope
Some day soon it will slow down, I hope…
Time is a steer that I cannot rope
And time used to stretch like a rubber band
I used to hold time under my command
Now it slips through my fingers like grains of sand…
Time used to stretch like a rubber band
Well, I’m just sittin’ in this field of hay…
Takin’ time to think about time today
And time is not something that you can store
In a time bank until you need a little more
It draws no interest and becomes a bore
Time is not something you can store…
Time is a madly spinning top
It sings as it zings with a skip and a hop
Just slow it down, but don’t let it stop…
Time is a madly spinning top
And time is the stallion that will not be reigned
It’s the far-away star that cannot be chained
It’s the love you lose, it’s the wisdom gained…
Time is the stallion…
Time’s a quicksilver creature, I’m told
It flies past the young and crawls for the old
It’s a fleeting feeling that you just can’t hold…
Time’s a quicksilver creature, I’m told
Well, I’m just sittin’ in this field of hay…
Takin’ time to think about time today
Well, I’m just sittin’ in this field of hay…
Takin’ time to think about time
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Thoughts at an Intersection (on a Rainy Night)
© 2008, Sue Fink
Red means STOP
Green means GO
You’re turning yellow
So I just don’t know
You’re the puppy in the window
Who keeps waggin’ his tail
When I inquire I’m told you’re
NOT for sale
Or like those rare works of art
Displayed in the museum:
Can’t take ’em home with me,
But sure do love to see ’em, yeah…
Seasons change
Time goes by
The only thing that stays the same is
You still make me high
Sky is blue and the
Earth is brown
The only thing that makes me sad is
When I see you frown
Life gets tricky,
Pitfalls and twists
Rain is beating down on me like
Tiny fists:
Saying, why
Are you surprised…
Read the signs (they don’t lie)
Open your eyes…
Red means STOP and
Green means GO
You’re still yellow but I
Think I know
Room is cold
My blanket’s warm
In the palm of my hand I hold my
Lucky charm
I’ll put it under my pillow
Soft as cream
I’ll try to sort this all out
In my next dream…
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Sue Fink Chicago, Illinois
Chicago-based singer-songwriter Sue Fink enchants audiences with her whimsical perspective on the world. Her genre, “urban campfire cabaret,” is folk with a hint of jazz, a large dollop of humor, and a drop of sadness for good measure: think Christine Lavin, with a dash of Rickie Lee Jones, Melanie, and Nellie McKay. ... more
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